Friday, January 3, 2014

En route

Happy New Year! I hope this season finds you healthy and in the company of those you love. I'm  grateful to have spent the last month doing exactly that, from Eugene, OR to Vista, CA.

I now find myself in Dallas, TX awaiting my second of three flights that will eventually take me to Haiti.

If all goes well you can expect an average of a blog a week. I'm still unsure of what my internet access will be once in Jérémie, but I can promise my best effort!

Thank you all for the best wishes and encouragement along the way. Hopefully you'll be hearing from me soon!

Lanmou,

Hannah

P.s. I hope you enjoy my last California sunset until March!

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

An Update

Bonjou Bonjou!

I'm back in Eugene, trying to finish a thesis in the next 3 weeks and also tying up loose ends from the Haiti trip y'all accompanied me on. One of the things I have to do is prove I was actually there, so this is the list I came up with; it left me feeling incredibly blessed to have had such a diverse and unique experience.

While there I worked with:

King's Organization in Port-au-Prince for 2 weeks doing hospital administration (translating documents and making employee name badges) and teaching English to the children in the orphanage.
http://www.lumiereministries.com/KingsOrganization.html

PAZAPA in Jacmel for 3 weeks working with mentally and physically disabled children, assisting at the school for the deaf, and doing minor office work for the director, with whom I stayed.
http://pazapa.org/

Forward Edge International in Carrefour for 1 week serving with my church in a tent village helping to build a security perimeter and translating between my church volunteers and the locals.
http://www.forwardedge.org/opportunities/haiti.shtml

All Hands Volunteers in Leogane for 3 weeks volunteering with Haitians and other internationals building schools, making bio-sand water filters, painting murals, economic development at a women's co-op, playing with kids at an orphanage, and rubble removal.
http://hands.org/2011/03/08/help-build-a-school-in-haiti/
(I'm actually in this movie! You can see the back of my head as I'm painting a quote on a school wall).

Haiti Foundation of Hope in Terre Blanche for 10 days translating for the nursing volunteers, working in the pharmacy and around the clinic: doing sonograms, giving shots, and talking patients through procedures.
http://haitifoundationofhope.org/give-hope/
There are two great video clips on this website too that show where we were and how you can get involved too!

For those not already on facebook - here's a link to my photos!
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=353390&id=729155967&l=628a18c901

Until next time - possibly this July!

Ana

Monday, March 21, 2011

Home...sort of

Well, I made it! I landed in Miami last Sunday, March 13th and then later that day in Houston, Texas where I was blessed to spend a few days with my brother and cousins. We watched Dumb and Dumber and Inside Job, a documentary about the Wall Street direction of our government. Welcome to the U.S.
Pat (my brother) and I also learned how to shoot a 1911 Springfield pistol and an AR-15. Welcome to Texas.

Wednesday March 16th I arrived in San Diego to the waiting arms of Joshua. Welcome home! (Sort of). The past 5 nights have not been spent consecutively in the same place and I'm still, in a sense, living out of my backpack. All of this to say, it's been an absolute blessing to be home and to have so many people with whom to share stories and memories and to contemplate the big "What's next?" question.*

One of the highlights of being home was going to Journey Church with Joshua's family and hearing Pastor Edouard from Carrefour, Haiti! It filled me with such joy to hear Creole and to speak with him and his translator after the service. It was such a high to have to come down from that I feel as though this may be the beginning of the infamous "Readjustment Phase" - the questioning, the frustration, the reminiscing and the checking of plane ticket prices for a trip back in the summer!!!

Much love to you all and thank you for all of the prayers that got me home safe!

*At this point, the "What's Next" question looks like it will be answered with a return to San Diego this summer to live with my best friend Ashley, look for a job and begin taking Nursing pre-requisites at a community college. Si Bondye vle : )

Friday, March 11, 2011

The Last Round of Goodbyes

I knew that this last week would fly by, but it is still hard to see it ending so soon.

This week has been full of scrubs and hand sanitizer and "take these and come back in June." I have renewed interest in medicine and am considering pursuing a nursing degree. I was able to do so much hands-on (with gloves) learning here, I made and gave shots, removed IVs, changed IVs, held tiny little babies while we gave them shots, and comforted so many people during their operations, giving them consolation that the pain was only going to last a little while longer. I have seen the most beautiful smiles, showed women their babies inside of them and helped them calculate their due dates. I've counted pills and passed out chocolate, held hands and danced with two tiny old women on International Women's Day.

One woman in particular will always stay in my heart. Her name is Laurencia and she is married with 5 children. She came in on Monday morning with a cyst on her upper inner thigh; it truly resembled a testicle and caused her quite a bit of pain when she sat down. She had had it for the past 9 years after her 3rd child was born but it had only recently begun to hurt. I wandered into the operating room right as she was lying on the table and was asked to translate what Dr. Bill and Critical Care Nurse Levi, were about to do. I wound up sitting on a stool at the head of her bed, holding her hand and talking with her for the majority of the operation. She smiled the whole time, and it lit up the room. After the operation was finished we gave her some money so that she could pay the moto driver to go extra slow on her way home to Gonaives. I was struggling to imagine how she would straddle a motorcycle for a 12 mile ride on bumpy dirt roads after having this surgery in her groin. Gratefully, Pastor Delamy corrected us by explaining "this ministry has vehicles for many reasons and taking her home is one of them." We told her to keep the money and use it so that she and her husband could come in and get his feet checked out. (She had asked if we could give her cream for his excema. Thankfully, Dr. Bill said no, because when they both came in Thursday morning, it was not excema that he had!) I walked into the clinic Thursday morning and there she was, first in line and greeting me with her beautiful smile. She told me that her husband was waiting outside, his name is Markeuty, and that I should find him. I walked outside, said hello to a man with a huge smile and then turned to face a crowd of perhaps 70 people and thought "how am I going to find her husband out here?" I simply said "Markeuty?" and of course, it was the man with the huge grin. The entire time we treated him - including a very painful foot bath, he smiled. The two of them have to be the sweetest couple in all of Haiti and I was absolutely blessed to have met them! And to think they are only 2 out of the 900+ patients we saw here this week!

We're leaving Terre Blanche tomorrow morning to stay the night at Kaliko, a hotel on the beach just north of Port-au-Prince so that we might catch an early flight on Sunday. It's going to be hard to leave this place.

The past 10 weeks have been some of the best weeks of my life. I am grateful for all of the friends and memories I've made and will cherish them always. I'm also terribly grateful for all of the people here who are now praying with me that I can find a job in the States that will enable me to "vini anko byento" (come again very soon).

Si Bondye Vle.

Friday, March 4, 2011

Next stop... Houston?

I can't believe it but I'm at my final destination (sort of).

My last few days in Leogane were rather eventful, the morning after I posted about my crazy weekend, we had an earthquake at 4:10am. It was small and didn't last very long, but it was enough to get hearts pumping and minds racing. It was either a 4.6 or a 3.8 (magnitudes different I realize, but in Haiti news is all "yo di" (rumor) and I'm only repeating what I was told). I was in the middle of some strange dream and proceeded to get caught in my mosquito net while trying to escape my bunk. I wasn't panicked, thank the Lord, but I was a little shaky afterward and spent the rest of the morning lying in the middle of the courtyard watching the stars fade and praying for all of the children who are growing up in such unstability.

The next 3 days were full of concrete and power tools and lots of laughter but all with the tinge of sadness that is becoming all too familiar. I left Leogane this morning at the break of dawn and spent the entire day in a car going to, waiting at, and going from the airport all of the way up north past Gonaives. This is an absolutely gorgeous, breathtaking, heartbreakingly beautiful country and I am very happy to not be sitting in a car right now! I will be spending the next week speaking Creole and taking vitals for up to 1,000 patients at a rural clinc with a team from the Northwest. This should round out my experiences rather well as I will now have some medical experience to add to the list of responses to the ever-popular question "so what have you been doing in Haiti?"

This has been quite the whirlwind adventure, and I'm still struggling to believe I've been here over two months already. Everyplace I have gone now, I have been invited, begged even in some cases, to stay longer. Everytime, I have had to say no after wrestling with the temptation to throw it all in the wind and cancel my return ticket. I am glad I have said no and kept on with this journey, but now the end really is in sight. I leave Haiti a week from Sunday and I am praying that between now and then God will prepare my heart for leaving and also prepare me for the culture shock of visiting a cousin in Texas!

Thank you all for the prayers and continued love and support. I'll try to post one more time before Texas, but if not...next stop: Houston!

Monday, February 28, 2011

Woush!

Woush. (Wow.) What a weekend!

Saturday morning began like a typical day of work here in Leogane, I took a taptap with two other volunteers to a school site that we have been putting a mural on 3 of its walls. We were doing the finishing touches in the early morning sun, and everything was going wonderfully. Some local children had come by to watch us work, to color flowers for us and to help us paint. At lunch time, I took a moto back to base, ate some rice and beans and then dressed for a meeting. The meeting was a local womens' cooperative, and we went to discuss how best we as an organization could assist them. The meeting progressed from 85% of the women saying that they could easily handle 100 chickens each in their current living situations, to telling me in individual interviews that for their 5 kids they buy 3 eggs a week, they don't have any jobs or skills, they're unmarried and they eat chicken when they can find the money. They had waited all day in a makeshift conference room of tarps and thin tree trunks salvaged from the nearly treeless mountains and here we were asking them if they cared about how much food was being imported into Haiti each day. (Rough estimates put egg importations from the Dominican Republic and one million eggs per day). It was a heart-wrenching afternoon to ask these women personal and potentially embarrassing questions and then walk away at the end of the day with them thanking us for the little installation of hope in their lives. We came home to base to dinner, which of course, was chicken.

Haiti is a difficult place, but there is beauty in gratitude for a simple thing like a plate with a piece of chicken on it, and the opportunity to talk with people and give them a taste of hope for a better future.

Sunday, I went to church, a Baptist service (that I understood about 75% of) on love and the verb tense in John 3:16. God loved us and still does. Good stuff.
After returning to base, there was a group who went to the beach, the 5 other people I went with decided to go as cheap as possible by walking across Leogane, to take a taptap to Gran Goave, to take motos to Paradis Beach. When we arrived, the other people who had left after us by machinn prive (private car) were there waiting, but out quite a few more goude than us. We spent a wonderful February afternoon floating in the beautiful Caribbean and soaking up too many rays. I had borrowed two mismatched sandals and we had quite a a good laugh walking up and down the beach looking for other sandals that might fit and match. No such luck but we caused quite a scene and entertained quite a few of the locals. Silly blan.

The afternoon was winding down and we were getting tired. We tried calling the motos who had brought us but the number didn't work. Instead, two of the girls I was with went and asked the restaurant to call motos for us. They said that they did but 15 minutes later it was a taptap that arrived not 3 motos. The chauffeur was less than friendly and wanted to charge us an absolutely ridiculous rate. A friend of some of the local volunteers, a wealthy man who was admittedly rather drunk, decided to step in and help us barter, even though Robinson a volunteer from Gonaives, was there already bartering for us and soberly. So here's what went down: drunk man called already-angry chauffeur some nasty words people didn't want to repeat, and then angry chauffeur man decided to go to his taptap and take out a tire wrench to start beating up drunken man. It got bloody very fast and loud and rather scary. A crowd gathered and broke up the fight, another local volunteer, also a little drunk, arranged for us to ride in the back of an NGO's pickup, but promptly after pulling out of his parking spot got the fastest flat I've ever seen. Eventually we crammed 10 people in the back of a short-bed pickup and drove back to Leogane.

When we got to Leogane, I thought it would be a good idea to go to a local restaurant with music and food. We walked over there, there wasn't any music and the food came very slowly. I messed up the order, and when my ham and cheese arrived it was soaked in mayonnaise and far less appealing. There was also a drunk man in the streets who kept pestering us for food. Meanwhile the music had started and we couldn't hear ourselves think, so we walked the rest of the way home, I was exhausted and it didn't help that I was trying to speak French with the two Canadians who were there. Woush. What a day.

This morning, the exhaustion continued with a conversation with two of the local volunteers about values and politics and the problems with NGOs and the need to be paid for work done. A similar conversation at lunchtime, about Haiti's need for a dictator who can kill people who are opposed to development, the problems with NGOs, and the exhaustion kept mounting, weighing my heart down. Thankfully, this afternoon I got to go "rubble" (sledgehammer and shovel) for 3 hours, and this made everything better.

Praise the Lord for physical labor.

Woush.

Monday, February 21, 2011

It's Been A While...

Tet chaje! It's been quite a bit of time since I've updated you on my happenings. I've been in Leogane for almost two weeks now with All Hands Volunteers. It has been absolutely incredible to see what living with over 70 other people has been like, and how much work it takes to keep things running smoothly. We had a bit of a sickness outbreak, the most educated guess was dysentery but no one really knows for certain what had, at point, 17 of our people lying on thermarests near the bathroom for days on end. I'm grateful to announce that aside from over a week of diarrhea and only one day of falling asleep while working, I made it through the epidemic unscathed.

The days are filled with manual labor, but also lots of laughter and telling stories. The beauty of becoming more and more fluent is that I don't miss out on the stories from half of the volunteers and I have gotten to become good friends with several of the local volunteers. One girl, Fredna took me to her house last Sunday for dinner, we took a moto way out into the countryside as the sun was hiding behind beautiful, voluptuous clouds. We rode past churches and little shops and fields full of plantains and bananas and all sorts of plants of unknown names and purposes.

When we arrived, we sat under a huge kalbas tree as neighbors and family members gathered to talk to the blan who spoke Kreyol. When I looked uneasily up at the gigantic fruit looming above my head, I think I was comforted with a "don't worry they won't fall, they're not ripe yet," but of course, when you want to hear something, you hear it! Either way, nothing fell, and after a delicious dinner and a Coca-Cola and a fresh coconut off the tree, we sat and told riddles and laughed until the sun began to set and Fredna and I took a moto back into town, through the dirt roads, passing the soccer fields and loto shops and the little tables with their candles being set out for the night's games of chance.

There is a bar next door to the Base where we stay and I've been going and learning how to kompa and showing the other blans that you don't have to be drunk to have a good time.

The hardest part has been hearing the news that a little girl died at the orphanage last week from cholera and that two of the other kids were sick in the clinic. Everyone was very somber and many people joined in an impromptu prayer circle that night. The two children are back at the orphanage and were running around happily this morning when we went to sing and hold them and fill their physical touch quotas as best we could.

The best part has been the freedom of travel and the opportunity to go to Jacmel this past weekend! There was a group of volunteers who wanted to take advantage of the 2 day weekend (every other weekend is a 2 day weekend) to travel to Jacmel to see Carnival and to take a little break from the sledgehammers and cement mixers. So of course I tagged along! We shared a minibus there and due to some political manifestations the road was blocked between Jacmel proper and the hotel everyone else was staying at - so they team decided to wait it out at the beach. This very quickly led to the idea of taking a boat to the hotel and avoiding the roads entirely. I helped negotiate their certain death and off they went, leaving myself and Robinson (an international volunteer but from Gonaives, Haiti) dancing on the beach with a bunch of adorable little kids.

We walked up to Marika's house, through all of my old stomping grounds and then went and visited PP and spoke with him and Mr. Noel for a little while, enjoying the laughter and story-telling that always happens in the company of friends. That night, I went to dinner with Marika and the kids to meet the same team coming in that I came in with when I first came to Jacmel. It was wonderful to see them and to spend the evening relaxing and then sleeping in a real bed after a real shower and waking up to real breakfast! What a joy!

The best part was going to church with Jeanette and Mami Doune and Robinson and PP and Patrick and so many of the children from PAZAPA - what a blessing that was! After church, lunch and then walking through town again, the whole gang Jeanette, Robinson, PP and Patrick and Carnival too! Every corner we took there were more colored costumes and people covered in syrup and charcoal running through the streets dancing and lovingly/drunkingly threatening passer-byers. The day ended with a joyful goodbye and a ride to the bus depot by a friend of Robinson's - Haiti is a wonderfully small country - everywhere you go you're bound to see someone you know! Home again to the base and dinner at a little shop in town.

It's been a busy past week and a half and it's hard to believe I've only got a week and a half more before I head off to my next destination of Terre Blanche (near Gonaives in Artibonite).

Time is flying!!! Much love and many thanks to you all.

Lanmou,

Ana